again ignore, just me being mushy and having to get shit out.

every night before bed I call my girlfriend and we talk for a little bit. she’s usually tired, so she always falls asleep on the phone. I don’t hang up. she like me to stay on. I like to stay on too, pointless? no. it’s the closest I get to being next to her at night. because I hate sleeping alone. she has me completely addicted to cuddling and sleeping with her at night, that I don’t sleep much with out her. as weird as it may sound hearing her breathe and knowing she’s safe calms me down, helps me sleep a little better. but, the dreams are the best part.

I just wish you were here right now.